The Sleep of a Learning Man
When I woke my body
was idling, my teeth
vibrating like small change
in a truck ash tray.
There was much to consider
lying there in the dark
beside my son, who was
sleeping with his legs
tucked under his chest
as he did in the daguerreo-
type images we saw
of someone doing a knee-tuck
under a shifting film
of blood grains.
Too late for sleep, I tried
to imagine other positions
a scanned and floating boy
might assume, and why
I was humming to my bones
in bed. I turned over
to the right shoulder, lifted
my head, and looked into it.
I saw a puzzle of coils.
I heard a valve pump
labouring to clear
its body-feeding lines.
Whatever my son said then
as he breathed and moved
into another position
and name for sleep
held words of comfort,
and I found myself
drifting from thoughts
of a troubled heart
into what his first sentence
would sound like, what
it might contain, and when
it would surface, there
on the open border
of his second language –
words with the ability
to calm himself and the fitful
sleep of a learning man.
Anthony Lawrence
Anthony Lawrence’s work appears in HEAT Series 1 and 2.
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